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**THINK ABOUT THIS!**

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.   

2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way. 

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. 

4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if the don't like you. 
 

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.

I always thought of him as a friend until last
year, when we

went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell
in love with

him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and
confessed my

love for him.

And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we
loved each

other in different ways.

I always concentrated on him only, but by his
side, there

were so many other girls.

To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I
was just

another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

“I can’t”

“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt
disappointment

grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that.

He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.

To him, I was just a girlfriend.

The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.

Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I
love you’

before.

To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.

He didn’t say anything from the first day and it
continued

till 100 days…200days…

Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just
hand me a

doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …

Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..

Me: I love you.

Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and
handed me

the doll.

Then he disappeared, like he was running away.

The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my
room,

one by one. There were many…

Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.

When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party
with him,

and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his
call.

But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the
sky was

dark… he still didn’t call.

It was already tiring to look at the phone
anymore.

Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly
called me

and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out
of the

house.

Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…

Jin: Here…take this…

Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me: What’s this?

Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am
giving it

to you now. I’m going home now, bye.

Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my
birthday.

He turned around and walked away like nothing had

happen.

Then I shouted…

“Wait…”

Jin: You have something to say?

Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…

Jin: What?!

Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to
him.

But he just said simple cold words and left.

“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so
easily, if you

are desperate to hear it, then find someone
else.”

That was what he said. Then he ran off.

My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground.
He

didn’t want to say it easily…

How could he….

I felt that…

Maybe he is not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying,
just

crying.

He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.

He just continued handing me a little doll every
morning

outside my house.

That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…
everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to
school.

But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw
him on

a street…with another girl…

He had a smile on his face, one that he never
showed

me…as he touched the doll…

I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls
in my

room, and tears fell…

Why did he gave these to me…

Those dolls are probably picked out by some other
girls…

In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.

He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my
house.

I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus
stop.

I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget
him,

that… it’s going to end.

Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really
came?

I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing
had happen

and joking around.

Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: I don’t need it.

Jin: What….why…

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on
the road.

Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it
anymore!! I don’t

want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike

other days, his eyes very shaking.

“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.

He then walked over to the road to pick up the
doll…

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?!
Just

throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then…

Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards
him.

“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…

But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and
picked up the

doll.

“Jin, move!”

HONK~!!

“Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.

That’s how he went away from me.

That’s how he went away without even opening his
eyes to

say one word to me.

After that day, I had to go through everyday with
guiltiness

and the sadness of losing him…

And after spending two months like a crazy
person…

I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the
day we

started going out.

I remembered the days I spent with him and
started to

count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…”

That was how… I started to count the dolls…

“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and
eighty

five…”

It all ended with 485 dolls.

I then started to cry again, with a doll in my
arms.

I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”

I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??”

I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”

It can’t be!

I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on
the side.

“I love you~”

“I love you~”

“I love you~”

Those words came out non-stop.

I…love you…

Why didn’t I realize that….

That his heart was always by my side, protecting
me.

Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…

I took out the doll under the bed and pressed
it’s stomach,

that was the last doll, the one that fell on the
road.

It had his blood stain on it.

The voice came out, the on that I was missing so
much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving
each

other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I
couldn’t

say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you

forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I
love you…

everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I
asked

god, why do I only know about all this now?

He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his
last

minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became

courage… to live a beautiful life….




It's better to lose your pride with someone you
love rather than lose
someone that you love with your useless pride !

If kisses were raindrops,
I'd send you showers.
If hugs were minutes,

I'd send you hours.
If smiles were an ocean,
I'd send you the sea.
And if love was a person,
I'd send u me

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Girl: Do i ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: If i left would you cry?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: What would you pick, me or your life?
Boy: My life

Hearing this, the girl runs away in tears, the boy runs after her, takes her hand, looks straight into her eyes and says:
You don't cross my mind, you're always on my mind.
I don't like you, i love you.
I don't want you , i need you.
If you left i wouldn't cry because i'm not willing to say goodbye.
I don't want to live for you because i'd die for you.
I wouldn't to do anything for you, i'll do everything for you.
I'd pick my life because you are my life...
I Love you.

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How to make a girl smile (Guaranteed!!!)

1. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot, fine or sexy.

2. Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.

3. Kiss her on the forehead.

4. Leave her messages to wake up to.

5. Always tell her you love her at any and all times.

6. When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

7. Recognize the small things... they usually mean the most.

8. Call her sweetie (not baby).

9. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

10. Write her notes (she'll love them).

11. Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.

12. Play with her hair.

13. Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.

14. Sit in a park and just talk to her.

15. Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.

16. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. If you can't do this text her just because you missed her (unless she's likely to get annoyed with you)

17. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

18. Carve your names into a tree.

19. If she's mad at you, kiss/hug her.

20. Bring her flowers just... because.

21. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

22. Look her in the eyes and smile.

23. Kiss her in the rain.

24. If you love her... tell her.